today is a public holiday ! HoHOhohOhO!!!
i jus finished romantic princess !
finally ! T.T

to someone: hmms.. phobia can be overcome... if one more step is allowed, i will go forward and revive the past =)
meanwhile.. i jus have to wait.. and hope..

hmms.. lets see.. yesterday was too tired to go out again for movie with darren and manfred.. damm.. put them airplane.. surely r pissed with me =X
oh boy.. should be ok la.. i HOPE. hahas!
today weather seems good.. cycling is a good choice.. but nowadays exam are around the corner.. not much people are free.. oh well.. =)

lets do some reflection =)
there was one night.. i had a lecture from a mother of 2 ....
although her approach is kind of scary, but end up peaceful.
some stuffs she said, i felt it is very correct, guys wont have disadvantage in any sense, girls are the one who is always on the low end.. truely correct.
i been blog hopping lately.. in the past, i spend my time understanding what makes a relationship turns sour, how come a small group of lover can last so long..
now i wanna learn something new...
that is.. learn from the lover who have long relationships... what is commitment and trust...

someone let me know a very true fact 3 years ago.. that is, i can never be a person without feeling after hurting others.. i am way too much concern to other ppl feelings..
even if i hurt the person, end up i will feel guilty, end got affected too...
this is very very unhealthy !

being like this is totally not advisable.. in life there are many different kind of people..
u will get hurt by them and they are happily moving on with thier life..
being the one who hurt people and yet worry for others... will have no good deeds in return...
so dont be naive calvin ..

sometime.. i very envy flirts... as in real kind of flirts..
with different girlfriend, can be in relation with many girl at a time..
after breaking, still have other girls..
wont know what is heartache..
i been through before.. the feeling is.. perfect.

but.. i will always remember, my lesson learnt..
once a flirt met his first true love in life..
it will be the time he knows what is heartache..

-the end-

Alright.. although my organising plan for sentosa failed !!!
but i still make my trip down sentosa with other group of people...
hahas!
man.. making an outing is so tough when not much friends is in ur phone list ! oh my...
alright.. no photo was taken during the outing.. mainly becos alot of new faces.. hahas!
wasnt really fun for the sentosa outing.. but i hope i made some worthy friends! =)
and watch sunset with someone too ! like finally so cool ~

shall try to plan outing more often... regardless will there be any success anot...
jus hope for the best =)
alright the outing is a short post... cos not much happening stuff =(

The gang out to zouk ! =)

alright... lets see.. time to blog..
hmmms.. yesterday was quite tired...
afternoon rots at home, till around 4pm...
den.. cannot ta han liao.. so take bicycle go ride around...
together with my bag pack... inside includes shoe, jersey, towel !
den ride ride ride..... called boon keng.. ask him wan play bball not.
den he says at bedok.. so i cycle all the way to bedok ! OMG  !

supposing time to be 6pm !
end up i wait for 2hrs! cos i reach around 5.30!
den they 7.30pm...
qi si wo.. T.T

den play play play..around 9pm i go home.. cos need to meet the rest to zouk..
hahas. end up cant get in time to meet them.. took cab down.. and reach there jus in time before they go into the entrance !!! PHEW =p

met jacqueline ... omg.. been long never see her... chat with her ..
talk talk talk..
she was with her friend.. den end up she keeps drinking.. until so drunk.. walk stairs also cannot walk..
lousy =x
LoL !
luckily i hold her .. else she gonna fall like...OMG =x
hmmms.. not fang xin about her.. so follow her to her friends.. den i join back my peeps =)

hmmms... yesterday was fun !
played until 5am in the morning ! damm shiok !
after that went for supper... damm idiotic...
so EX ! 5 bucks per plate . CRAZY...
den ingredient so little..
NIAO ~~~

see got what......
oh yeahs... 6 more days...
to 3 on 3 basketball @ MDIS queenstown...
boring competition i suppose..
oh well..

nvm. this coming sunday ! i might be organising sentosa outing ! =D
pray hard i get babes here and there..
hunks there and here !
LOLS!
but i am a lousy organiser.. oh well... shall see by then =p

si yuan ting! nv tag my blog.. =(
lousy princess sister i miss you la ! =p
Alright ! shall end my post here..
going for movie at downtown east later ^^

ps: i have a weird dream 2 days back..
i dreamt of this girl...
this girl whom i never see before..
whom i never dreamt before...
a dream that seems so true...
what can this dream means to me?....
i wonder... =)

quote of the day : shakespears says .... blah blah blah blah ~ =x

voice of my heart: love has reach its limit.. its over and i am not looking back already.
looking forward.. to her.. who i love.

OMG...
seems like alot of people is getting sick nowadays,,
even me... i have been weak for almost 1 week already... =(
sians..

oh oh oh.. sharon. a new friend i made lately.. she going to singapore poly !
so cool... tomorrow is her first day.. wish her luCk!! BLESS * =p
oh.. and not forgetting.. a nice drama i pick up lately..
"X Family" ... super nice lehs i think..
now i am watching it at....   http://www.mysoju.com/
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED ....!

OH!!! AND AND AND !
CURSE THAT BLOODY IDIOT... who didnt return my princess sister's phone !!
may he/she die of handphone explosion ! =xXxx
or or or... lost his/her phone everytime !!
OR OR OR drop his/her handphone into the toilet bowl right at this MOMENT ! =x
oh my god.. i am mean.. lols!
alright end of cursing... =p

Guess what...
i know is random.. but....
i miss her... somehow.. way back to perth...
oh well.. emotion boiling.. =)
cant i find a girl who is ... oh well.. forget it...
i have been working hard to be faithful in r/s ...
i believed that i succeeded !

but well... i dont blame anyone who is not faithful in the r/s...
cause i know its hard to be...
yes... once a flirt.. what position am i to hate people who are flirt?
BUT.. no. i dont give a damm.. calvin.zeyer.. me.. dont like flirt..
regardless who..

so please...
anyone.. stay faithful to your own boyfriend...
unless, there are not faithful to u.. den u give them a taste of their own doing...

a reflection to be mentioned...
i do have a gf last month ..
admitted =)
but broke up already. so back to single.

to angel aka apple :
i have nothing much to say to you..
ermm.. disappointed is the word.
i said before.. guys out there might be dying to have you...
but, not for me.. i wont accept any girls in my life.. who is to be flirt...
initially i thought you are not, that is why i willing to step in and try it out...
willing to sacrifice certain stuff to gain ur trust..
 
you. cannot have the world obeying you.. u destruct layers by layers of trust that i put in for you..
and you wan me to get back to you like nothing happened?
who u think you are.. i was waiting for you to prove to me.. but yet what shit you proved..
what sacrifice and action you did to make me feel better to be with you? none !
so dont blame me for forcing you on this break up..

i wont say break, is becos the reason i have is 'i dont wan to have a girlfriend who is not able to settle down with jus one guy in her life'
which sounded like i am such a control and bossy boyfriend.. which i dont..
i dont care who you talk with, as long as know ur limits . can already.
you push ur luck too far..

your reason for break? u said whatever u said seems to be no use.. u see nothing in us to continue.. so its over..
1 word, bullshit.
by words meant nothing.

i said to you before..
'dont ever do it again' . i guess u didnt treat it seriously.

now is 11.30pm.. as usual...
12midnight click... everything is the past...
no turning back...
forgotten.. poof...
i wont hold back anything after that

alright end of reflection...

omg.. seems like a long entry today...
exploit of personal life... sorry if some of u dont know i am attached last month...
cos .. i wan it to be stable.. den announce... =)
seriously.. i have been taking r/s with care & concern ...
jus that i cant find someone who totally fits in...
D ... is the only girl till now.. i am willing to go all out for...
but impossible has made clear to me..
so maybe... there will still be someone in future.. who makes me able to go all out for...
i believe so....

Quote of the day : Everything is predestined ... life is just like a path... walk through it with pride... =)

presenting......................... Granado Espada !
*clap clap* -.-
hahas! this is the 80 bucks stuff i talking about man..
*sweat*

oh man.. calvin is sick... =(
dunno why man.. out of sudden one..
must be 1 of my brain wire sot sot...
den makes me sick...
weather isnt good today either... rain so so heavily man...

initially have facial appointment at 5pm.. but given that i am half dead looking..
i guess i will jus change it to friday...
hope by then i'll be fine already... tml working.. sigh sigh.. hope tml will feel better.. so can go work. =D

quote of the day: calvin is to sick to think of one.. =x