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Tuesday, 03 June 2008
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calvin is still alive =)
hahas! i still alive . sorry sorry all. for not updating...
lately been inside maplestory playing. hahas! kill time and also can isolate from the world for a while..
oh and for the whole month of june, every sunday have competition happening at tampines 209. do come down and be some KPO =)yesterday went out with someone.. catch a movie , played pool, had mosburger. nothing much to update, jus an outing which i feel not worth it.
considered the fact that i am very tired and stuff, picked up the phone call, and heard that voice, immediately cant reject that outing.. did something that i dont used to do.. but in return was jus comment and comments..
why do i have to make myself feel so worst? like some idiot who is following someone who dont give a damm .
oh well... at least i tried to keep that person feel occupied.. counted as 1 good deed bahs..
i know.. now is the down part of my life.. has to walk through it no matter what... =)
for ANYONE out there... i am very worn out already.. if possible... do make me feel occupied...
i will glady appreciate..i am so so so worn out now....
thanks "Happy" ... your thoughts really have my mind rolling awhile... =)
i bet u r someone who is good to share thoughts with ..
Monday, 19 May 2008
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public holiday !
today is a public holiday ! HoHOhohOhO!!!
i jus finished romantic princess !
finally ! T.T
to someone: hmms.. phobia can be overcome... if one more step is allowed, i will go forward and revive the past =)
meanwhile.. i jus have to wait.. and hope..
hmms.. lets see.. yesterday was too tired to go out again for movie with darren and manfred.. damm.. put them airplane.. surely r pissed with me =X
oh boy.. should be ok la.. i HOPE. hahas!
today weather seems good.. cycling is a good choice.. but nowadays exam are around the corner.. not much people are free.. oh well.. =)
lets do some reflection =)
there was one night.. i had a lecture from a mother of 2 ....
although her approach is kind of scary, but end up peaceful.
some stuffs she said, i felt it is very correct, guys wont have disadvantage in any sense, girls are the one who is always on the low end.. truely correct.
i been blog hopping lately.. in the past, i spend my time understanding what makes a relationship turns sour, how come a small group of lover can last so long..
now i wanna learn something new...
that is.. learn from the lover who have long relationships... what is commitment and trust...
someone let me know a very true fact 3 years ago.. that is, i can never be a person without feeling after hurting others.. i am way too much concern to other ppl feelings..
even if i hurt the person, end up i will feel guilty, end got affected too...
this is very very unhealthy !
being like this is totally not advisable.. in life there are many different kind of people..
u will get hurt by them and they are happily moving on with thier life..
being the one who hurt people and yet worry for others... will have no good deeds in return...
so dont be naive calvin ..
sometime.. i very envy flirts... as in real kind of flirts..
with different girlfriend, can be in relation with many girl at a time..
after breaking, still have other girls..
wont know what is heartache..
i been through before.. the feeling is.. perfect.
but.. i will always remember, my lesson learnt..
once a flirt met his first true love in life..
it will be the time he knows what is heartache..
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Monday, 12 May 2008
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blah blah blahs~ =D
hahas!
i got some pictures!!!
okok.. jus 2 in fact... -.-"today ... today...
went out with manfred for movie.. speed racer ! omg.. damm cool la !!!
car that fly around.. spin around jump around !!!
if this kind of car really exist in the world.. accident and death rate sure rise till dunno how much !!!
anyway.. was nice la.. although is like 2hr15mins!after movie.. went to starbuck slack awhile .. while waiting for C to come down...
waited for like ... ermmms.. 30mins on the actual time? been 3 years since we last seen !
hahas!
after meeting.. slack slack slack... i went to toilet.. den saw crystal .. talk awhile..
she jus got back from badminton competition.. poor thing la. lose to vjc.. but all the best !
den went back to starbuck... after that go to aijisan... eat eat eat...here's the pics!
taken by manfred, damm.. he is such a stalker.. great potential =x
Volcano RAMEN!!!! OMG! this baby is such a KILLER!!! I SWEAT while eating !!! T.T
BUT ! i FINISHED THE WHOLE BOWL !!!!
3 Cheers for CALVIN ^^"
Monday, 05 May 2008
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Sentosa outing ... 03/05/2008
Alright.. although my organising plan for sentosa failed !!!
but i still make my trip down sentosa with other group of people...
hahas!
man.. making an outing is so tough when not much friends is in ur phone list ! oh my...
alright.. no photo was taken during the outing.. mainly becos alot of new faces.. hahas!
wasnt really fun for the sentosa outing.. but i hope i made some worthy friends! =)
and watch sunset with someone too ! like finally so cool ~
shall try to plan outing more often... regardless will there be any success anot...
jus hope for the best =)
alright the outing is a short post... cos not much happening stuff =(
Friday, 02 May 2008
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super sians
omg. quite sometime nv blog le..
oh well here i go..
labour day i am working.. damm my rotten luck..
tried being an organiser for sentosa outing.. yet the responses is like shit !
oh well.. try harder next time man...things is so fuck up recently man.. time to get some life out of all these shit!
can anyone like teach me how? like socialising?
omg.. know more babes or stuff? so i can organise outing .... fuck up man!
no girls all sian sian like dont wan go... what the hell man...
calvin really no girls to jio out.. no one freaking believes me ! damm..
am i like someone girls's agency !!
tried to organise outing jus for chilling ma! darn...
nvm.. supposed to go clubbing tonight... but darren injured his leg... so there goes the outing for tonight.. and i am now here blogging and rotting.. wtf?!
tml.. gonna be a FUCK UP day i assume .. rot at home do nothing bahs~
FED UP man !
LightsOfHope
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- Name: Calvin . Zeyer
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 3/12/2008
